Implosive dreams Drain my reality Encumbered waves Pull the life from caves My heart beats slow To a stand still Almost invisible Fading away from All that I knew Forgive me I need me And never you Unimportant Leave me here Alone but don’t go Show me you But not that you Don’t ask for me Conditionally Just give me you Give me a reason To forget myself I don’t want to exist You can do that for me For me Do all you can To appease me Craft my interactions Because I don’t want the responsibility I only want to be Who you want me to be I don’t want to think I want to glide off Into nonexistence I need to exist Only in you I plead you Give me what I need Give me anonymity Ignore me Drive me **** me Survive me Until I am no longer me