Let me lose my mind
I don’t want to think
I don’t want to wonder
I don’t want to question

THIS IS TORTURE
THIS IS MADNESS

Why do I feel so trapped
Enslaved by my thoughts
I just want to slow down
I don’t want to be coherent

I just want out

GET.            ME.             OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m just...
I’m just so tired of fighting
Day after endless day
Fighting dangerous thoughts
Keeping myself alive

I’m not strong enough for this
Even if I were
No one wants to be strong all the time

YOU HAVE TO LET ME REST

But there is no rest for me, is there?
You all have your methods
All sorts of pleasures and vices
Which you hold out of reach
“For your well-being”

DO I SEEM WELL TO YOU???