No one knows the real girl anymore. All day long everyone sees a bubbly girl with a smile on her face. No one would ever guess what goes on when she gets home
*She goes home walks through the door; the house is empty once again. Mom's working another extra shift; who knows what time she'll get home. Will she have to eat dinner by herself again? She get to dads; he won't say a word to her. Mad at everything. Every part of her. She's nothing but an inconvience. She goes into her room; blasts the music loud so no one can hear her sobs. She screams into her pillow. Why doesn't anyone understand?! She tried reaching out for help, but just got ignored. I could use a friend right now Then...complete silence. Nothing. She knew it was true, no one really cares.
Words cannot even begin to explain half of the pain I am feeling inside. Maybe soon I'll finally have the courage to just let go. At least the pain would be over then.