in the midst of my deepest
  depression I ponder Why.
What is the point of me being
     on earth? I feel as if I
am not contributing, not helping,
  not aiding the world. I don't know
how to use my gifts to impact others.
   The question repeats in my head
Why have I been given life?
      A real answer I still don't know.
But I am certain I am here
to experience all of these emotions
and to build relations, supporting
one friend at a time. I think of
older societies, living to live - find food,
build shelter and enjoy the wonders
of nature. I have decided my purpose
is to breath in each moment and enjoy
   what I feel now, today.