i have 3 helpings of pollo guisada the fat girl in me was still salivating from the saborrr its soo good, gracias bamba thank you she smiles at me watching me take each bite to notice if i somehow crunch on a bone and make a face to then tell all the family in puerto rico that i was disgusted at her food. she takes a seat, ghloe, why ju so skeeny mama ju no eat en school ? i look from my placemat with a water stain and to her, i smirk of coursee, it just disappears to i dont know where she walks off back to the kitchen to start preparing tupperwares of her leftovers for my dads lunch breaks for the week i went on my health app and logged my progress- still nothing, i thought about my inability to gain ran up to my room and started to write.