my mom likes to entertain scenarios of how her life would’ve been sans my father lilah and riley wouldn’t have been here she raises her eyebrows in disbelief of the life she’s stuck with you would’ve had a stepdad and a new step mom
crazy.
divided household and i would’ve met you still but not’ve known you.. a boy i knew until i was in 4th grade maybe weeks on and weeks off at my moms to dads would’ve spared me from your routine heartbreaks you graciously offer me with a ribbon on top in my favorite color- brown maybe if i had 4 parents they would they have taken me to do my hair when they found out about my first boyfriend, curls sizzled to pin straight strands like strained love ties, the 2 houses glowing as if it was Christmas and the 3 magi would be different this time- in the form of middle aged hispanic women offering advice on how to make him immovable completely entranced with my 14 year old being wrapped around my nail-bitten-to-the-nub finger siempre joo need to wear perfumé the first one said always wax joo eyebrows y joo piernas- no man likes a hairy girl- es disgusted the second broke down her neck & nose was shiny with vicks the third eyeing my from across the room disappointed i turned down the idea of brujería