I know that you want to
leave me
alone
with the people I know
and surround myself with

So I'll have to watch you
Knowing you're not mine
Knowing I lost you

Looking in the mirror,
I despise myself
I despise what is not
Good enough for you

I will love you while you
trudge along your life
I will love you while
you walk away
I will love you when
you're gone