What a mess
My head is...
So much clunking around
Wild thoughts
Experiences
Dissociative gaps
Numbers
Quotes
Problems
Songs
Identity?
Facts
Movies
People
Damage
How am I supposed
To keep all this straight???
Every time I let anything out
Or anyone in
Everything just starts banging
Clashing around
Deafening
Can’t tell anything apart....
Why does it hurt?
Where does it hurt?
All of it. Everywhere.

And all I can do
Is wait for it to end
One way or another...