Deciding wether to leave or to stay Hoping that one day the pain will go away You just need to grow up, And stop wanting to **** Think up here, not down there But I know you really just don't care And you say things will change But darling, I'm still waiting for that day I'm tired of the *******, the games, and the lies That's why I always want to stay high Each hit keeps my mins off of you Cause other than that I don't know what to do Sometimes happy, but mostly sad This is insane, it's driving me mad You say I don't love you, but I actually do You tell me that my feelings aren't true You say I do whatever I want, but do I? You say I don't care all I do is lie How dare you doubt me who the **** are you ******* for thinking that when I really do You're full of it, you're such a child Grow up, stop being in denial You resent me, you hate me deep down you do It hurts to know, but at least I know the truth You'll never forgive me and at this point it's whatever I d given up on knowing what's keeping us together Is it true love or just based on a lie? But I don't want to know, so ill never ask why.