I been trying to hard to get over my problems, It just hard when someone lets me down, People tells me that everything is going to be okay, But I am still not okay for over 17 years of my mental life that I been through, I been broken since I was 4, I was a broken doll that was mentally in pain, Trying to forget everything, Nothing much to help me, I don't know what to do anymore, Trying to make friends is hard, Trying to get along with my family is hard, Trying to have my relationship with everyone in my life is hard, I feel lost and broken