You know I still love you don't you.....but you block it out is this true My life is just not the same without you by my side.......I need you here so I can confide This is not easy because of my ego and my pride...but I must say I still want you and need you in my life.......I have grown a lot And there will be no more strife My path is clear and I know what I want.....I am standing up on my own two feet and I will never say the words I can't... You are still and will always be the only one I love......you were heaven sent to me from above I don't care how many poems I must write or who likes them or not...that is not what it's all about........it's about the woman that I still love And I would stand on the highest mountain or rooftop and shout Before you the words I love you I guess I didn't understand..........now I know what they mean and all the pain this I never planned Your love ripped me off my feet like the tornado in the wizard of oz...... Maybe it's just a dream or fantasy of mine to have you back by my side I know if we ever do it will be the greatest ride My love for you is still in my heart.....and it always will be until death do us part