Sometimes even though that Special Person left and it did hurt a lot. It was not always the Person leaving fault sometimes it was Mine fault. Even when deep inside I felt a Poor pitiful Me song about to be written. Sometimes it is much easier to blame others for our own brokenness here. Sometimes also I was never suppose to be with her, God allow it to teach Me. That just maybe I was suppose to stay single, Mine whole Life here on the earth. But with Mine brokenness I became an desperate mess ready to find perfect wife. For I know in today there are a heck of a lot of people who are desperate messes. Desperately seeking that perfect person to fix them not seeing only God can fix Us.