I'm afraid. Because I know me, not you. I've seen my choise of men, and I know after today, the way you kissed me, made me laugh kissed me, made me laugh, that I will fall in love with you.
I'm afraid because you're pretty. And because most men cheat, especially the pretty ones.
I'm afraid I will forget all of this. The pain, the healing, and that I will eventually trust you. Give everything I have, just like I always do. Loose myself in your approval, love you more than I love myself.
I'm afraid that there, at my weakest point, you will be just like them.