Seeds of hate planted along my life. I guess I should have saw it coming, why don’t I just succumb to the knife? The only way out of this catastrophic mess, is to end my life because I barely have any feeling in my chest. Everything got ripped away, but somehow in a sociopathic state I’m kind of okay. How did things turn into such a distorted shade? i can’t even comprehend how contorted I see things. Everything’s ****** and there’s no peace it brings. Does anyone even deserve peace? I honestly can’t see it. Why **** someone over beyond repair and make it so no one could believe it? I don’t understand why anyone does any of this *******. **** it I guess I’ll never have any place to sit.