The ashes of love linger on my forhead of burned up discarded thoughts like old letters in a fire pit incinerating to dust and I watch the fragile remains drift off onto the block with hungry little hearts picking them up I didnt smile at the hands who dreamed of pretty doves I smiled at the children running a muck Someday they'll know how I have grown Someday they will drownd their dreams in that little wishing well and I will apologise and tell them of Santa Claus How beliefs can be magical but beliefs they just are I remember howling with that pack of dogs but now it's just me the pack ran off When they ask me, whats the meaning then? I'll brush them off like the ashes on my forhead like the running wild dogs The truth is it varies for everyone You have to find it within yourself