What have I done
I knew this would happen
As soon as I did it
The very first time
I knew I wouldn’t stop
I knew better
But now here I am
And every time
The adrenaline starts
Instinctively
My nails search for a target
Anywhere will do
Fingers, palms, shoulders
I don’t even realize
I can’t hardly feel it
What have I done
This will not go quietly....