I don’t know
I just want to hurt
Or be numb
But not this
What is this??
I want another.
Not too much...
What would it feel like...?
I’d love to know...
Because this is fine
But a little drowsy
Is not full on sedated
And honestly
If I can’t be fiery and passionate
Then I better be heavily sedated
And I know why I can’t...
I can’t have either
But I WANT THEM
Just help me escape....