I enter a relationship giving my all and i fail every time each ending I write an emotional cleansing rhyme but the blow to the chest keeps gettingΒ Β less and less because i know im ok and my lifes not such a mess it's not that i need anyone cuz I got all my **** covered but with each relationship something new is discovered i learn more about myself and who I am so i can take that hit and still stand after the slam i just wonder if ill continue to always care or if my heart will even be there. I do know that I will always continue to be me So I guess ill just have to wait n see