Since when did his smile make me go weak?
Since when did i get butterflies every time he'd speak?

Since when did he make me smile with just one look?
Since when did i get happy with every glance i took?

Since when did he make me happy when i'm feeling down?
Since when did i light up whenever he was around?

Since when did i feel sad to see him so upset?
Since when did i feel the need to have him by my side watching the sunset?

Oh how i wish  he knew how i truly felt
But i know the reason he doesn't is all my fault.

I promised myself i would get over it and that i would do well.
But this is one secret i wish i could tell.

No one knows not even my friends
I'm afraid to be judged, i'm afraid to be put down again.

It's been months since I've last seen him, since we went our separate ways
It ***** to know that i still feel this way

I wish i didn't take
That big long leap

All on my own
All alone...

i miss him dearly
but what should i do?

I should leave him alone
and let him love you.