How many tears must I cry......I will always lose unless I give it a try My soul cannot rest she must be by my side.......I learned my lesson and I knew I should not have lied But what I have learned is that there is no love greater than what we had.......and I want it back so bad My love for her it grows to this day.....to lose her forever is not a price that I am willing to pay It is so hard without her by my side.....she was not only my lover and best friend and a person in which I could confide If I must work the rest of my life to get her back so be it........it is not on my *** I will sit So as I sit and pray and work on my plan....I will follow the stars the sun and the moon.....and hopefully together we will be soon.