She chooses, silver, but it comes out red As it bleeds, she thinks of what they’ve said She puts it back, not guilty, but relieved instead Then gets ready and goes to bed. She remembers she can’t sleep That’s when the horrible thoughts start to seep She lies there, buried skindeep In problems she wished she didn’t have to keep. She hides her sadness with a false smile All she wants is to go away for a while She pretends to be fine to beguile The people living in the perfect style. She feels the pain fly away once she’s drawn The little lines, always there and never gone She’s hurting from day to dawn Because life is an agonizing marathon.