ive been taking Tarot classes again like card counting can provide some clarity. number XII: hanged man: left me dangling free as can be. climbing up lampposts to look down at the light for once for once like the fool, number I. the kitchen has been turned into a hell hole there's Cups and knives sharp as Swords. the garden ravished for sticks to turn into Wands, broken and jagged twine tied together for Pentacles- I through X. Kings and Queens and Knights and Pages. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii