in the quiet between the metal madness of flesh being ripped from young bones the watching and waiting the stinging eyes the flaring nostrils filled with the sounds of ****** painted flesh there is a cool liquid silence that comes with the token tokes we take as we pass the golden bowl those times when we forget we could flick a switch and rock and roll rock and roll with ******-delic cassettes, or full metal jackets, though neither allows us to see there are times of senseless silence and lost lizards lounging on dew dappled leaves in mornings after the crushing steel the fatal fingered agony we sewed and reaped, there is this quiet, this still green scent the lizard and the fruit the green promise of tomorrow that we may erase with our screaming toys and deadly ploys but only after we awake from this smoky drifting dream
I have not smoked marijuana in many years. Once, someone asked me to describe what it was like, and I replied, "Watch the movie, 'The Scent of Green Papaya'--it is like that." The movie takes place in Vietnam, though it is not about the war. Here, I tried to blend the silky images of that movie, being ****** and the experience of war.