To want someone back in your life so bad you will do anything for this to happen......to need that person .....to think of her every minute of everyday and with that the pain seems to worsen It was 33 years to have her back ...now all of a sudden it's all out of whack And it is not that I can't live without her it is that I don't want to......I will do anything this much is true None of the holidays are the same without you by my side.....I guess my time I mist bide These tears that still fall from my eyes ....means that no more time flies I will get you back in my arms......my life I have changed only you in my life my heart it calms I know I haven't been there for a lot of things .......but I do not want to mis anything else that life brings My love for you it continues to grow.......you mean more to me than you will ever know In the morning when I wake.......even when it's the last breath I take You will be the only woman on my mind.......the things I did were never meant to be unkind My love for you was always real.......it is just your heart that I meant to steal So late at night When these tears flow from my eyes........I want you to look deep into those skies Ask if my love was real....and then turn to me and tell me how you feel