All smiles, it hides his evil Oh he's everyones friend Warm with hugs Used to invade your space Sit on my knee I'd rather die now His hands are vile I imagine killing him daily Watching the life drain My hands upon his throat I will wait, i'm a child I have not the power or the voice He preys upon that Scared to open the bathroom door He lurks outside He's just popped up to see if you're alright A knee as hard as I can Straight, fearful into his groin His glasses hit the floor He's not in control PUSH NOW! Downstairs he rolls Every step vengeful Bang after bang Die you ******* leave us alone He lies motionless blood from his head His eyes open, oh god he's not dead His wife runs out, tends to his head He says he has fallen, the truth is'nt said College years later was like being born again Not having to see him, re living the pain Then came the news, I had to go see The reaper had come and the cancer was deep I relished the days watching him die As though in macabre it gave me my life Once dead and burned others they spoke He was a monster his wife did'nt know He stopped touching others after "his fall" I found at his funeral i'd ruptured his ball I'm lost in a world I can never call home For part of my childhood was stolen and gone