You’re everywhere but here
I see you from far but why not near?
Why are you so distant to my presence?
Did our history, I guess we had one, for you had no essence?
I firmly believe, you don’t miss me at all
Why would you even?
I was the one who pushed you away, I recall.

I stand here far away,
Still trying to catch a glimpse of you
Maybe I’ll be worthy of you?
I don’t know why I got so attached
But you are a drug to me
And your effect I will forever have.

It’s like a maze
The story of our relationship
Neither are we “just friends”
Nor are we “something more”
We are just two ghosts,
Left so sore,
That we don’t even know who we are to each other, anymore.

I crave to see you,
To be around your aura,
Your love was never owned by me,
But some part of mine you’ll always own.

Thinking of the delay,
I always mourn
Or in anger I either groan
Why did I make this fault?
Couldn’t I be honest a little before?

This is my realm of your fantasies,
You’re perfect to me,
However you might be,
You’re flawless and I’m just nobody.

Maybe she did the right thing,
By guiding me to this door,
To exit from your life,
Forever and never return to your shore.

I do not complain about whatever I own,
Instead I just love and adore,
All those who stood and are beside me
Forever and more.

But this love will never die,
‘Cause I have hope,
That one day you’ll realize we deserved something much more,
And that this story of us,
Is far away from over or too early to be a bore.