This cage is called a home by many but they can't see what's happening inside the screams and hurt trapped within this so called home are terrifyingly constricting I want to escape, so I numb myself with whatever I can find sometimes it is blood, sometimes the pills and sometimes the danger that saves me These fights are so full of hate and desperation that it scares us all to tell the outside world about them Thats why I only have myself I need to protect the smallest, I need to support the biggest and help the middle one but one of them is as much angel as a devil with the snap of her finger the home turns into a cage once more and we're all trapped I can't handle it anymore, the barriers hurt my body The cage takes my breath away and forces me to find ways to numb myself Meanwhile I leave everyone behind because I've learned that I'm better off alone So now I'm pasting back and forth it the cage, waiting for someone to notice the girl I once was