I have fought so hard to not let myself open up or get attached I cant fight anymore and I'm tired l feel like a safe place to rest is when I'm beside you I trust you will stay by my side for a little while So I'll be still, close my eyes, and allow myself to be soft and weak, if it means you let me rest beside you so I can feel like the warmth of the sun is shining on me as I remember what it feels like to love