Now that she seems happy and satified. It seems you have had a change of mind. Once, where you was the center of her world? Where she probably gave you more? Then you ever gave her. You treated her badly. I would say close to dirt. Except , that would hurt her too much.
After years of recovery. And the abilities to go on. We connected even if it took sometimes for her to trust me.
And now that she loves me. It seems, now you want her. But you have a problem. I want her more. I'm more deserving of her.
What you once had? I hope she never returns to you again. She deserves better. And now she has it in me.