I sang softly under powdered sugar skies To the man who only loved himself I could not hold against you Giving up guiding dreams They will learn to find their own way I am a pilgrim meant for wandering My sleep no different, be I sinner or saint My skin has saved the warmth of the sun To lull you into slumber, cocoon you in affection The sun cracking my skin as if she was dirt in the desert Hollow me out, sinner in the canyon Worship me in the shadows of the tallest rise I thirst for you, in the valley of the sun Let our flowers blossom, even when no water will quench their roots Petals in a flower girl wind Smell more ancient than salt in the sea Petals joining sky, sand, and cactus spines An earthen corpse Sandy organs, a faint heartbeat drum Dry air lungs, I hold my raspy breath You sang John Mayer at seventy miles an hour God made me sad, you made me cry We withered up inside out, waiting to kiss in the rain