How could I not imagine my tender flame meshed with his fluorescent frame, the various angles and curves in his illustrious design, his eyes a cerulean lake of luminous escapes, glistening cheeks I wanted to caress, to feel the romance roll in from the clouds towards our iridescent dimension, to envision his arms pressed against my waist, unraveling every crescent chamber, every lurid light within my horizon. How could I not wish he was gay and share in my eternal seas of love, dance in the driveways of my home, rock to the beating nations pounding in various destinations, swirling sweetness I could dream inside my mind, exuberant consonants and vowels spinning inside upbeat streets. How could I not stay up throughout the night and see his crystal-clear depiction meeting me in harmony, his enticing flesh a place I could rest, a bridge I could walk upon and lose myself in the skyline, surf inside his endless waves, taste the sweet nectar streaming through his veins, all the days and nights of his life a glorious galaxy I could live inside of and never return back to reality.