In high school
my friends would ask me
"how do you not care about anything?"
and I would try to say something
a grand piece of witticism like
"100 years from now
nobody will know that I existed
let alone how I did on a ******* spanish quiz"
yeah look at me
Mr. Edgy
care free
careless rebel
but nobody knew
that my greatest anxiety
is that there will be nothing
left of me
after I die