no matter how hard i prayed, i believe that you turned your cheek.
i feel betrayed and hurt that not even You would listen.
but you didn't.
instead i feel like i was talking to nothing but the ceiling,
to the empty.
you couldn't have just at least given me a sign that you were up there?
people speak so greatly of you yet i feel the most alone opening my heart to you.
please listen to me.
you've seen me begging on my knees,
listen to me, please.