sitting in class, perfectly silent, makes my teacher ask "are you sick, autumn?" but you see mr. teacher you would not care even if i was. My mind said only deep to the bone, but you thought my normal obnoxiousness was normal for me. Yet this quietness inside me has been wanting to break out for oh so long and now it has. why must you believe i am the wau"i" am? why couldn't you look deeper to find the real me? i am not silent, nor am i what you all believe me to be. so stop assuming i will do what oyu say, so stop believeing i will say this not that, so stop insulting me because your insults are so ridiculous you have no idea, your insults don't even compare to me because you don't know me, so i beg of you to please just stop. so i beg of you to please just keep on going as if nothing will make a differnecr when im gone. i beg of you to stop defending me. i beg of you to stop saying i impressed you with my being quiet when thats who i aam, i beg of you to stop being so danm ignoraant. i beg of you to open your eyes. for thats all i want. open your eyes, and seee that i am me and you are you, and that that's what it simply is. so i beg of you to p l e a s e open your EYES