every day is the same same empty bed same blue honda same exhausting job life has just become a routine nothing really changes maybe a customer will change up their order or maybe rain will pour down my cheeks every day i wake up and go to bed hating my life eternal emptiness washing over my soul consuming me until i can’t take it anymore so i drink and swallow my sorrows away a reckless cycle i can’t break at this point i’m so accostumed to the pain and suffering i no longer care if anything changes