Lost in thought
A train of thought derailed
A fantasy shattered
Glass

Reality is cruel
It brings me to my knees
Tears in my eyes
Tears in my heart

I am alone in this world
I don't let anyone in
It's not too hard
When nobody knocks

I curse my creator for making
Me feel sad
And alone
For making me

For showing me
What I could have
Then ripping it away
Cruel

Because I don't think
I feel
My thoughts are emotion
A feeling

I curse intellect
If I were less inclined to thought
Maybe I would overthink less
And do more

Maybe then I would have done
What I was too scared to do