you don't want this
you don't want me
your words are lies
i can't compete
she's so beautiful
that my eyes bleed
it's just no use
can't you see
you dont have to pretend
i understand
don't come close
watch where you stand
i mistake friendship for love
so i can't hold your hand
this isn't what you want
leave while you can
i'll love you when you're gone
don't mind my crying
i know my place in your life
don't try to make it better by lying
you kiss me in the dark
so you dont have to see how i'm dying
this connection is killing me
my circuits are frying
as much as i know i need it
my heart can't take anymore
half of me wants to be with you
and the other half is already out the door
even if yours is the best
it cant go on like it has before
the highs are so ******* good
but this next time i know i will die right here on this hotel floor
yes you say the words
but i hear i hear it in your tone
i'm gonna leave you first
if i have to be alone
i know you love her more
though you tell me not to go
i dont want to be your lie
no more waiting myself to a pile of bones