My heart is hurting because of the words I keep in pain, I never knew that keeping them from her would ever be in vain, I never told her because I didn’t want to break her heart, But instead I ended up tearing my own heart apart,
I asked her out to a military dance, And the things I learned about her caught me in a trance, She was just like me in many ways, And I was stuck thinking about her for many days,
I spent a lot of time thinking of her But I never spoke to her again, Because my family was leaving And I had to go with them,
I didn’t tell her because it would have broken my life, And my ultimate failure would have taken new heights, Even though she might not have felt the same as I, I did it for her because she made feel like I could fly,
Now I know I shall never again Be able to call her my dear friend, And I’m completely breaking myself apart As this pain suffocates my broken heart
this is dedicated to the girl that i could have had that i didn't go for.