I’ve thought about this for quite a long time.
      new beginnings are always difficult to crack.

Laughing and kissing, playing and drinking,
      studying and sleeping. Time has flown so
      quickly. And I’m still feeling so dizzy.

Or is this just a dream? I’ve asked myself more
      than once. There’s nothing as scaring as this
      thought. And you know all the things I fear.

Variables that I cannot control. That is what my
      emotions turn into when you’re around me.
      there are so many of them. Maybe this is
      why it took me so long to figure it out.
      because, you see,

Every moment I spend with you, I wish would
      never end. We may fight and argue, and
      even get upset sometimes. But no matter the
      circumstances, as soon as

You leave, I miss you so **** much. So much I
      feel like an idiot because I know I’ll see you
      on the following day. Even if you won’t be
      away too long, I wish you could always stay.

Oh boy, I do sound cheesy. But really I don’t
      care. You make me feel so alive, so powerful
      and happy, why shouldn’t I say it in every
      way? Why is it so simple to write it, but not
      to pronounce it?
      though I know I will say it to you very soon.
      can’t keep everything inside much longer.  
      but in the main time, I’ll keep
      thinking about the same thing. Because
      now that I have

Understood it, I wonder, did you manage to do  
      the same?