Look! There it goes!
A thought inside my mind

It wasn't something I was looking for
Not something I would find

"I thought I buried you!
Down in the grave!" LIES!

In a deep sleep it was spelled.
It never really died

When it awakens, it wakes me up with it
Like a cancer, it grows rapidly in my brain

Like a file, or an email, a memory can be deleted, but also recovered. I hate this mind game.

I hate it how you force my mind to stay awake
I HATE YOU FOR WRESTLING WITH THE CRIES INSIDE

YOU DO THIS TO DRAG MY SOUL TO THE PAST
YOU DO IT TO ENSLAVE ME! DO NOT DENY!

STOP MESSING WITH MY HOURS!
STOP MESSING WITH MY REST!!!

I KNOW THE MESS AND THE DAMAGE I HAVE INDEED CAUSED!
I BLAME NO ONE ELSE BUT THIS MESS!!!

Like a living nightmare, you haunt and torture this poor tired heart
You want to see my shattered... but it's amazing to say

I have great beloved friends who know this pain..
And will not abandon me nor lead my astray

Yes... you keep me up at night... and try to **** my thoughts
But the day will come! I will see the light

It will not last for much longer and that is a fact
I do not suffer this journey alone, together, we will all be alright