Do you think I wanted to be
This broken?.
Spend everyday fighting the same
Tried old battle.

Trying to keep myself away from
That dark place in my mind.
Trying to keep the smile on my lips.
Trying to being strong.

I can't sugar Coat my feelings
So you don't need to deal with it.
Come sit in the darkness of my mind with me but I know you won't.

I never wanted attention I just
Wanted you to hug me.