Im sitting here drinking the only liquor that I've ever seen her get Listening to the song that I showed him that correlates to everything about us and our time together. I want to get away but i don't feel like moving. I want to cry but I can barely bring myself to feel a̶n̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ a ****** thing. And then, thinking of all the things that I'd like to change in my life, for the life of me, I cant figure out h̶o̶w̶ where (when?) to begin.