We shared the same bunk bed in the tiny Astoria projects apartment I laugh to myself recalling the 3 AM singing sessions we crooned right along with the Bradshaw brothers stocking caps plastered to their heads doo-wopping on the benches below beautiful voices framing the cold, unforgiving, angular brick buildings and ghetto nights Sis, you were my head pall bearer shouldering the shoe-box casket along with an odd collection of project kids forming a procession up 27th avenue towards the green steeple church on the hill solemnly we laid Pixie the cat to rest βLast Looksβ I quipped before lowering the box she had accidentally slipped out of the window and was not as lucky as Winston Parks a young toddler who had fortunately landed in the bushes when our newborn twin brothers, Chris and Pat surprised our parents bringing the count to 5 siblings I officially became the 2nd mom a reluctant teen, my head buried in a book simultaneously rocking a twin carriage and stroller LOL...seems like only yesterday we were camped out in apartment #6B planning all sorts of mischief now there is a pile of little shoes next to my door and the next generation trudging in with water pistols, bubbles and coloring books