Pain is the only friend That has walked with me till the end Even when I lose my way, Pain finds where I lay They say pain isn't real 'tis only in the head Then why do I feel it Crawling in my chest, Invading my heart, Throwing out tears, Corrupting my thoughts, And driving me nuts. But I love my friend dearly. It stayed by my side, when I was alone It stayed deep within, hidden, When I had my mask on One by one, as my 'friends' trickled away, Pain held on harder without giving away It has been the only constant, in my dark turbulent life It's absence scares me most, For its the foreboding of hell's imminent arrival