I'm trapped in inclement weather All my other ties are severed After finding someone better Than the ghosts in this nether So I decisively pulled a lever Saying I'll love you forever Even if you love me never
A volcano erupted In my bed and in my head But you disrupted The magma flowing I fled But with that snuck A feeling of dread That my heart was misled
I'm the introvert Wanting in your shirt But you're the extrovert Causing extra hurt Torrential rain spurts Out my eyes of no worth Wishing I had never been birthed
You caused this So you should take responsibility But you resist Your lack of response is killing me For you insist On not following me willingly I feel resentment filling me Convinced of your villainy
Rain pours from the sky After a million tries To win you with lies After lightning struck my eyes Seeing you as a prize Amongst flies
I load my gun To shoot at a hurricane For I'm not done Fighting this absurd pain Fear consumes me As I think of losing With a rejection proving The futility of what I'm doing The Earth quakes beneath my feet Pushing heavy currents in my direction All the water in the ocean depletes As I see myself in a tidal wave's reflection
Conquered by the tide I tried to abide My eyes haven't dried Not knowing your side I'm pushed under by the waves The water's weight I can't brave So to the sea I'm enslaved Chanting your name
The sky turns dark As thunder booms I can't find my heart While darkness looms My mind is fighting An accidental sighting Of chain lightning That's brain frightening
The storm never ceases On lonely beaches So I cowardly retreated From memories of being defeated Towards a community of leeches Yet all they teach is Happiness will always elude my reaches After they drained me dry Leaving me in the desert to fry In an arid drought of somber sighs I look to God and ask why
The storm finally stopped The flood finally subsided But once I reached the top Love arrived once again