I feel dizzy in the head watching tv And doing my art i don’t want to stop the watching tv and art cause I find it fun but I want my head to stop feeling dizzy, because I feel I am going to pass out putting my hands on my thighs like with my exercise And even if I do well at exercises I pass out in the end I fall on the floor which I don’t want But nobody wants that I want to be the best version of myself But I keep passing out putting my hands on my thighs People say hands off your thighs So this morning I went to the doctor And they gave me a heart monitor To put on my chest for 24 hours I go about my daily activities with it on my chest and I want to get back into running but my food I ate in the last 5 years is making me dizzy and feel lightheaded I get visions from my past even though some habits remind me of the past like skulking my water down reminds me of me sculling beer of Coca Cola in the past and I still think that all the coke I drank could be the reason why I pass out It might not be the reason but every time I get up I feel lightheaded I can’t have a shower before I get the heart monitor off but when I do take it off I will hop back in the shower when I get home hopefully they can figure out why I pass out while I am exercising