What fills the void
The empty feeling in me
The hole in my heart
Surrounded by debris

I am empty
I've never felt
Anything remotely real
Only pain I have dealt

I block my feelings
I numb myself from self imposed loss
I saw ghosts
You saw nothing

But why does it hurt
To lose something I never had
Like a toy ripped from the hands
Of a child who never had

Anything to play with
He doesn't know what
He is losing
He knows only the loss