May 2019
I am filled with irrational fear.
And a deep hatred.
Of myself.
Everything crashes.
And I run.
Away
From here.
Into an impossible panic.
Heart dropping.
Knuckle white.
Terror.
I'm tired of living
And a deep hatred.
Of myself.
Everything crashes.
And I run.
Away
From here.
Into an impossible panic.
Heart dropping.
Knuckle white.
Terror.
I'm tired of living
