I cried my heart out last night.
kept awake by my own thoughts.
Why can't he see? that i care?
But also that i am not enough?
My tears fall for not helping.
what is my existence for?
if not to help others?
i keep failing, i keep falling.
I'm tired, tired of all the pain.
i want to get better.
I've broken myself beyond repair.
Is failing all there is to my life?