When I said Im fine I really meant please help me When I said I'm just tired I really meant I can't do this anymore When I pushed you away I meant show me you care enough to stay When I said Im just cold I meant I just didn't want you to see the scars When I said I was doing better I meant I was getting better at faking it When I said I'm okay *I really meant is I don't know if I can get through another day